This past week has been challenging .
I am suffering because of my short comings.
I feel like I have lost control of my life.
I fell like I am floating in a land with out gravity.
I can’t feel the pull of gravity beneath my feet.
I am grasping.
I am trying to pull my head up from the depth of the ocean
How, why and where?
I am simply trying to become
But the question is become who
The question is to become what? And to go where?
So many questions and not enough answers
To seek answers I am diving into the deep
But all I see is an unending space
It feels like it’s an unending search